• music: Radiohead "Paranoid Android"
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It's like a valley.. beautifully lit. You stand on the edge looking into it and try not to be tempted.. but the valley compels you, its so beautiful, and the feeling of it is so wonderful that you can't resist and so you let yourself go.. and the initial rush of air is so welcome and the surge of excitement surpasses all you've ever felt before, but you also sense the danger of the fall, and you don't feel the same and you feel agitated and everything speeds past so quickly.

And as you fall, fear takes over and eventually there will be a time when you finally crash, and the ultimatum is whether you can still walk away after the fall or if you just die. If people say it's worth the experience of falling, I don't know, because it's hard to experience anything when you're dead.

I'm looking into a beautiful abyss..